InsaneJournal

Current mood:	groggy
Current music:	slacker radio, siouxie sioux

Mood Swings.
I wish my mood could just stay stable, instead of jumping back and forth all the time. :/

I noticed something on the way to work that I think is worth putting down in words: I didn't feel like destroying the world.

There are some days when nothing seems to be going right in the morning, and I'm just so frustrated that I yell and scream into the wind...and sometimes at it. Then there are days like today where things are going good, and I feel fairly mellow.

I've yet to figure out what the difference is. I don't know if it's weather or amount of sleep [I didn't have much last night due to Charlie's caterwauling], or the shoes I'm wearing, or what...but I want to get this under control.

I -need- to get this under control.

I think that maybe the They Might Be Giants concert on Sunday may help me. Who knows..

Aiya, my weekend: Way too full. x_x;;; Why can't people just let me sleep on the weekends? Why do I keep getting dragged all over the State on my only two days to relax at home? ;_;

*whine whine whine*

Well, I guess I could have said "No" to the concert, but then I'd be Left Alone while my friends are having a Fun Time, and that's just not acceptable.

Gah, I dunno what I want. I really really don't.

I want to wake feeling awake and refreshed rather than a zombie out of a monster movie. I want to have plenty of energy, and not feel like Life is almost not worth the effort.

*sigh*

I wonder what's wrong with me..

~Lady Tam~